Xmas Blues

Ughhh, I leave tomorrow morning and I haven't even packed yet. I already know I have to bring an empty suitcase home, just so I can load it with the xmas goods.



I wonder how my quitting smoking will be affected by my trip to the tobacco king of the universe. I think I lived about 2 hours away from Marlboro county.

Not entirely sure why, but I am just not all that excited about this trip. I love my family, I really do. Also, I have been craving to see my old friends and to have a life again. So why the christmas blues?