Yep, it happened again. Stood up by the same guy. To think I actually liked this guy. I shouldn't have to convince a guy to come see me (which I pathetically tried). If said guy liked me back then he should want to see me.
We'd made these plans ahead of time. I actually found an awesome recipe involving those lamb riblets (which werent cheap). I went to the Whole Foods store, sent him a message stating that I wanted to cook and for him to come over hungry around 8. I just really wanted to make tonight nice.
I really just don't get it. When we actually did go out together we had fun the whole time, and there weren't any of those awkward silences either. Then he tells me for over an hour he's not sure if he wants to come over. Obviously he never showed otherwise I wouldn't be writing this. WTF, I give up.
I hate this feeling I feel so stupid and embarrassed. I don't even have anybody to talk to about it. Shout out to all my friends who wont answer their phone.
Oh Evey, you are beautiful and wonderful but before anyone else can realize that and appreciate you, you have to do the same for yourself. I know you are on the right road, but while you are in the works of bettering your life don't try to stick someone with the old you.
ReplyDeleteAs for old boy, the best advice I can offer him is to grow a nut sack.